Some thoughts

As of now its in the middle of a identity crisis, I am not sure which way its headed.

Friday, July 14, 2006

Life in check

Life is good, its moving along in a way that I don't have time to blog.

Make some money, go to a friends wedding, go on vacation, come home start a business. The headlines are all about drilling for oil, the world cup, a bit of news on Iran, a Washington scandal, hardly life changing events.

Good bourbon, more weddings and engagement parties to drink and shmuz by, enjoying being single.

Then every once in a while, realization hits that there really are things going on in the world, world changing events, either for the whole world, or for peoples private worlds.

Little brothers friend dies, a friend in Tzfat signs off AIM to go into the shelter because there are explosions outside, another brother tells me that one of the solders killed was a s'arsap in his chativah by his draft.

So I wake up, if only for a little bit, even if it lasts only as long as the Eyal Golan music I have playing, say a little extra thilim, and have a bit of a harder time enjoying the sushi for a while, then move on.

Not that I am that insensitive, or cold hearted, just sometimes it can feel that way.

"כה אמר ה' צבאות צום הרביעי וצום החמישי וצום השביעי וצום העשירי יהיו לבית יהודה לששון ולשמחה ולמועדים טובים והאמת והשלום אהבו…"


At 12:12 AM, Blogger anonym00kie said...

thats exactly how ive been feeling .. i feel like the situation warrants so much more fear, anger, sadness, shock.. and yet.. i just go on with my life..
a and there,
a little tehilim.. here and there..
an additional ounce of kavana,
a quick silent prayer..
...and then i move on..

At 4:14 AM, Blogger Pragmatician said...

It's a healthy approach, we still need to eat and drink so it might as well begood stuff.

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